Feeling Lost After Spiritual Awakening? You’re Not Alone
If you are feeling lost after your spiritual awakening, then don’t worry, because you are not alone.
Every person who gets blessed by attaining this higher form has to suffer the same consequences. We are humans who have a good memory.
We can remember things that we have learned them in our childhood. After being spiritually awake, it is not easy to separate your past from the present.
The process of spiritual awakening comes with lots of pain. You need to shed off layer after layer of your old beliefs which leads to the ultimate fight within you that you have never witnessed before.
Your ego tells you that if you leave your past, you will get nothing in the future; while your mind and heart assure you that you will not regret your decision.
When you are spiritually awakened, you lose your identity and the world as you know it. It is same as being born from your mother’s womb again.
You have no trace of where to go and how to complete the journey because there is so much going on in your mind.
It is very likely that you will disconnect entirely with the world until you are completely stable. That means you have to fight the world as well as yourself.
You are not blind anymore – you are not hiding in your comfort zone. You have popped the bubble of cosiness, and you came out to see the reality of the world.
You can clearly see what is going on around you and it is hard for you to accept your negligence. Being spiritual awaken means you know your real purpose in life, and you need to become an excellent example for everyone around.
But you also know that your past is full of mistakes that no one can compensate. You have done lots of things that you shouldn’t have. You feel lost because you don’t know how to amend them.
Things that you used to love don’t mean anything to you anymore. You are not materialistic any longer. You find peace in places that you have never been.
Your friends don’t look the same now. You crave for better company. You like being alone, although you were a social person.
Even your job doesn’t feel okay, and you want to do a lot for the betterment of society. You feel confused because you don’t know where to start.
You will feel lost, you might feel crazy, but remember that things will improve over time. You have achieved the best thing in your life, and you will know it after a while.
If you want to overcome this insanity, then flow with the flow. You need to surrender and stop fighting. The sooner you accept your new cravings and choices, without thinking about your previous identity, the better your days will become.
Don’t worry about the people around you. The person who is faithful to you will remain by your side no matter what. For those who don’t understand your situation, it is better to leave them for your new life.
I feel betrayed by the one calling himself JEHOVAH. I learned from Sources like David Icke and studying Ufology that this is an Archon NOT the god-force and I was all ready to run back to my religion. As far as Jesus I feel he was a regular guy like Gandhi who figured out the agenda BUT some sources say he was a reptilian. I want to scream “how dare you deceive all these beings here on Gaia and how dare you put us all in a matrix trap, alien and human alike. Most of all, how dare you do genetic experiments, make what was called Nephilim Hybrids including humans, and then demonize the hybrids and send an asteroid to cause a cataclysm and consequently a flood because of…what? Archons didn’t like Anunnaki? Is this galactic racism? This is Truly a violation of the prime directive! If there is not a prime directive well there should be one. A real GOD FORCE would not need to steal energy through worship and blood sacrifices! A real GOD would not need us to keep it alive with our energy and would be totally secure within itself. I am LOST because I LOVED these gods. I also want to scream how can you enslave Gaia and then demonize her because she is depicted as a reptilian. Something is OFF way off! I am not saying demons don’t exist but I am saying not everything is a demon and to lump it all into one category is perplexing and infuriating to me. I also find out that I am originally a star seed from Sirius and what does this mean? I am nephilim too? How about we are all hybrids and we all came from out there. Yes it is excruciating and yes I am the mad hatter at the moment.
Ingrid Louise Lawrence – A real God I believe would allow freedom, and sometimes to truly be free you have to know what is to be imprisoned. Life is not all about sunny blissful days, as it’s been said ‘smooth seas do not make for skilful sailors.’ By facing challenges and difficulties we find our strength to overcome them, it is in the dark we can shine our light. Its easy to love all the wonderful, nice, happy and beautiful parts of life, but can you look at all the horrible, nasty, sad and angry parts and still feel love? That’s true love, loving all of who you are unconditionally, and having a belief that despite all that bad stuff life is ultimately good, light will prevail and that love overcomes all. Life is One, we are one, the ones you hate are you, ultimately there is only One of us here. The world is your mirror what you see is just a reflection of yourself, where some see darkness others see an opportunity to be the light.
As long as we keep seeing God as a person or entity that lives on the outside and not in us we will always be disappointed by what we see we are the change that we want to see we are the temple not made by man’s hand the power of God dwells within us